I think a massive part of my depression, is that I prefer to be on my own.
I like my own space and who doesn’t want to have a Netflix binge after work? I just tend to do it to a lot.
After the full weekend with my boyfriend, I was immediately met with a 3 day visit of friends, and then I’ll have 3 more this weekend. Don’t get me wrong, I love these people. And frankly, having them here and actually doing stuff, its been the happiest I’ve been in a long time. But it’s also making me super lethargic!
There’s not actually a lot to do in Scarborough, but I feel absolutely exhausted. I don’t understand it really. I’m so tired and I just want to lie down. It’s probably like an adjustment but god. It’s also the most I’ve seen of my flat mate in a while, which is nice but it’s just going to drop back down to zero once our friends have gone. Brutally, I don’t mind.