I think a massive part of my depression, is that I prefer to be on my own. I like my own space and who doesn’t want to have a Netflix binge after work? I just tend to do it to a lot. After the full weekend with my boyfriend, I was immediately met with a… Continue reading Socialising vs liking my space
The last few months, hell, the last year, have been lack lustre. In all aspects of colour and music, my life has been quite dull. There seems to be a negative reaction to all positive ones. I got a new boyfriend- whilst simultaneously losing a friend. Both completely unrelated, it wasn’t some scandalous gossip girl… Continue reading Pull the release, already!!
Since January, I’ve been in a massive slump financially. I’m mentioned in previous blogs about it but nobody wants to listen to someone else moan about money but this is kind of different. This is why I’m in so much shit. About 3 years ago I started working at this place that’s rhymes with kizza… Continue reading Finance vs Integrity
I’ve always been a bossy boots. What I’ve not always been, is a girlfriend. At 22, I’ve only had one other boyfriend from my current. I was 15. It was the typical extremely melodramatic pairing, he was super moody and cool and I was the geek. I really loved that boy but when you’re at… Continue reading Overthinking or overpowering?
It’s in the title. The only time I actually think about doing something productive is when I’m doing the complete opposite. I finished work at half ten this morning, having only done a four hour day today, and what did I do? I borrowed money, made like four batches of rice for myself to eat… Continue reading Motivation starts from my bed
Although the weight of responsibility to my degree has been on my shoulders since I graduated, I’m feeling how heavy it is recently. My boyfriend is super happy in his new job, despite the fact he’s basically a desk wench. But he loves it. That’s what I want. To love something. I don’t know what… Continue reading Waiting for my window
Applying for jobs in scary. I have a pretty cushy job. Alright amount of hours and weekends off. It’s also round the corner from my house. I set off at 57 and get there at 58. It’s just extremely easy and doesn’t challenge me. I need more money too. So I’m looking for a new… Continue reading Diving OUT